Sunday, December 31, 2006

THE year gone bye

well right ow it is 9:30 pm (ist and yes it is on time ) and so these are the last 2.5 years of the last year and therefore i decided to write how this year had been ....what had changed .....what had come new so this might be one hell of a post ......last year started with my resolution that i will become known in college and not another loser like i was in school ......not liked by neone....considered a neo nerd......well i think i did achieve it to some extent ..... a few people in college do kno me now ...and i am associated with most bodies in college .......so now last year started with me attending all the classes in the first week ......and then never saw the face of the building from 8-5 .....which finally showed on my gpa card ........then there was lohri ......the dance night filled with fun and frolik ......the only north indian festival celebrated ....and celebrated in cosmopolitan way ........then came zephyr part1 ......we tried our best but alas lost this 1 due to politics and senior interference ...........this was the main turning point i was sick of sitting and complaining ........so went to the meeting for waves committee ....became the event manager for 2 events ( 1 of them turned out to be the worst conducted event of the fest but still i enjoyed .......as always i rock ) ....... one more thing which became an integral part of my life and which i discovered last year was ORKUT .......used to spend the whole day siting on the comp seeing her profile ( guessssss who !!!!!!!!! haha very few people know this part ....one of the reasons for me screwing up that sem ) well orkut didnt prove that bad also ......i did discover a lot of old friends whom i could have never contacted otherwise ...... did revise the old ties .......and discovered how much my friends had grown ( met everybody from K.G to 12 ) yes i made very good friends this year came in contact with one my biggest critic and friend in college -vishrut .....1st sem our friendship grew a lot our group tho wont take all ther names was 1 solid entity ....very difficult to move ...yes we had fun ...and yes we had fun while working ....we had our own share of thoughts jokes ...and nuisances .......1 thing i didnot do was find a girl ( wore black on valentines and plan to wear it this time tooo .......probably cuz SHE was still on my mind and heart ) .......then came the biggggggggggggg break the long hols ........had never been so much vela in my life 3 months of total lukha .....nothing to do ...... but yes that also constituted my first trip abroad to australia .......had loads of fun.......gr8 country ........still sometimes i wanna be there ...those beaches of gold coast ......those streets of sydney and yes on that free fall on dreamworld ...it was great ...probably the best time of my life .... ..... hols were complete waste didnt do ....could have done soooooooooooo much but just sat there ........so even my hols passed nothing great in them ........and then second sem .......the ELECTION ......the big fight......everybody was geared up ....even i stood for the post of cultural secretary .........but yes i did learn a few thing ...actually lots of things ......the good always doe snot win .......it is not just important to perform it is also important to e regional ......yes regional .......regionalism played its part and all the people for whom i campaigned lost .....only i won ..... it was different ....i was different ...i had responsibility now .... a big one (atleast thats what i that) tried to perform it to my best .....even in an hostile environment ...but yes while i did moderately well in my post ....our friendship tried to weaken we all now had some or the other post ...we all were on our own ways ...all had different ambitions ...the wall was beginning to crumble .......... and then came a moment in my life which i will never ever forget .......it was OCTOBER 2 ......gandhi jayanti .......a mechanical engineering picnic ....the weather was bad ....... i decided not to go ....but in the end i dont kno what provoked me was there at designated spot boarding the bus .......i remember it clearly ...it was going well ..but just after lunch ...ther was a rush on the beach ...what i saw i couldn't believe .....there was punit .....crying for help....we tried and tried ...tried to form hum,an chain but alas the current was too strong ...and then his body dissappeared we did get him out after fifteen minutes but it was late ......then there was news that even praveen is in water never got him that day ( found his body after 2 days ) .........also later we discovered tht haricharan was in water .......that day was a humbling experience ...i realised how short the life is ...... a guy with whom i talked ten minutes back was no more......also that day i realised things were different i couldnot hide behind people were looking up to me ...dont know for what but they wanted me to act ...probably i had matured ..probably something else....but yes that day i was suddenly made the person who was giving support ....when i myself needed 1 ....and i got it ......from the same wall which was breaking away ......my friends ...we were back for me ..... they didn't leave me alone ....but that 1 week was the most tormenting week of my life .....i used to get nightmares in night ....tho i had asked everybody to cry ...i myself hadn't cried ...not till date ...i dont know why ........campus had never been so gloomy.......we had hope atleast 2 would be saved but the worst news was out ........ everything had gone wrong ...and it was no body's fault ...death just came ...i had seen death for the first time and it was horrifying ..but it did make me strong ....even now i cannot talk to the people who were there ...it brings me those memories ....i hide from them ...tho dont know till when will i hide ........ then lowly me and the campus recovered ...came zephyr 2 .....this time with me in control ....my hostel performed mildly well ...i blame myself for it ..i might not have motivated them enough but yes it fun ......a great fun .... Had a ball.........finally i came back home ...attended a few conferences which i thoroughly enjoyed ...attended moodindigo ....enjoyed it too a lot ......had fun ....and now i am here at 10:15 writing this blog the year has gone by ....and yes it has changed me ...i have become more mature......discovered my strong points and weaknesses.......became known a bit ....looking at it the year was a rollercoaster with its highs and lows ...i got a position.....became known......our friendship was formed ...and it suffered ......the harrowing experiences all of them ...but yes the year was good ...and now entering into 2007 with its new plans and resolutions ( which i wont tell ) i plan to usher it in a positive way ......................................................
goodbye
2006
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